I'm bored

I really should be emailing people and getting together with friends and yet here I am bored with nothing to do on a Saturday night. Why do I always do this to myself. I know I dislike crowds but it almost seems like I purposely do this then try to blame other people for my supposed misery. Like they never gave me their phone number so how can I get in touch with them. I need a life and I need to figure out how to go about getting one or I will end up old, wrinkled and alone. I think I am reading for a bit then going to bed early tonight.